If my classroom were a piece of art, it would be the image above. A class of newcomer English Language Learners helped me create it on the last day of school in 2011. They covered my wheelchair tires in a rainbow of paint, and then directed me how to move across the canvas. We repainted the tires and repeated the process several times before one told me to “go in the middle and do a… a… um, a… like Homer Simpson?”" “A doughnut?” “Yes!" So I did. Then the kids all painted the bottoms of their shoes, and marched around the canvas.
I think of this painting when I hear Brandi Carlile sing the lyrics, “You can dance in a hurricane, but only if you’re standing in the eye.” My students and I live terrifically complicated lives. We each have our personal hurricanes that we’re trying to survive. My constant goal: to make my classroom an eye in the storms. I want it to be a place where it’s safe to learn, grow, make mistakes, be angry, be hurt, be happy, be curious, try new things, laugh, cry, lead, and dance. Our dance might be a chaotic mess of colors and drip and smudges with no rhyme or reason. But we dance. And I think it’s beautiful.
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I constantly feel like the guy in the starfish story, telling myself that even though the beach is enormous, I can make "a difference for this one." ….But does any of it even matter??
As we enter another year's testing season, I find myself retreating to a dream world. I have this fantasy about a world where teaching and learning were treated with the same respect and reverence that we give state testing. What would that be like...?
I think my ten-years-ago-self would be proud if she could see me now... I was so young and scared when I started teaching!
Yesterday was an intense day. Two different kids had been holding onto stuff for a very long time, and I finally broke through their walls.
I've never been into poetry. I definitely don't write it, and I don't really read it. But this came tumbling out of my head, and I think it's a poem.
In honor of School Eve, which some people refer to as Labor Day, I'm having a small party with my laptop and some pumpkin spice hot chocolate. We're gathering to welcome Ms. Napper back, and say goodbye to Kristine.
Underneath my thick layers of snark, awkwardness, and whimsical nonsense, I'm also a sentimental sap.
I used to struggle a little with how to handle swearing in the classroom. Obviously it's important to establish a professional atmosphere where the kids learn to express themselves appropriately. At the same time, I don't feel like it's usually an offense worth making into too big a deal. It's a tough balance.
I get it. I've been one of you. As an English teacher by profession, people assume I still am, more than ever.
Every year I reaffirm my belief that the worst time to be a teacher is when you’re sick.